See,
That’s when I found myself back upstairs.
The images of our lips meeting cascading to the sound of every step I took upstairs,
The smell of you on my shoulder,
My heart pounding as I replayed every single moment looking for any imperfections, but this night finding none.
Not a single reason to say I can’t, or I’m not falling for you.
Your simply flawless, in every way you move.
I feel like I said nothing right,
And I long to be able to have another chance to show you just how stunning you are in my eyes.
Goodnight :)
It’s Friday night,
A good twenty four hours since I asked you out,
A good week since our first kiss,
And I somehow found my way to see you tonight.
Your eyes lit up the room, you were even more beautiful from across the way than I could ever imagine.
I couldn’t take my eyes off you.
You are magnificent.
Elegant.
I hope this lasts,
Because so far, you’re everything I could ask for, dream of.
You’re too cool for me and my best friend,
I absolutely am struck by you.
You’re right Dad,
Why am I here.
Why haven’t I just gotten up and left..
Why do I continue to strive to be perfect when I’m so damned alone;
It’s not like I’m going anywhere in anybody’s stretch of imagination.
It’s not like, not getting high, or partying or YOLO makes me anything other than an outcast.
And it’s not alright,
Cause I’m at home, wishing this one girl would call me..
Wishing I could go back six months.
That I could take everything back.
All the damage I did to myself,
All the wasted time.
When in reality I can’t.
It’s Friday night and I’m out doing nothing.
I’m a loser and I don’t even care somedays what happens to me.
I just want to love.
It’s 12:30am
This is not the time to be saying this.
But I want you.
You’re always refreshing,
And I want to make you mine.
I want to press you against the wall & have a lip locking war with your face.
I want to drown you in uncontrollable smiles and moans.
I want you, every way imaginable.
At the park. Holding hands.
Concerts & after parties and wherever the neon lights take us.
Sneaking into places just hoping to get caught.
I want to experience this true love with you that the city hums about.
I want you Till the lights fade and the music stops;
Then all over again.
I love you.
And I want to keep that song playing in your heart.
Cause it’s the only thing I need, to be the best of me you fell for.
Goodnight angel, till tomorrow :)
They were just saying’
I could do better,
There’s a few of my friends that I could make wetter.
I guess I got it all wrong,
Flashbacks started when I found that old thong.
Now I’m thinking maybe I should get you gone ,
So I’m tearing you down in a new song.
It’s afternoons like this, where you sit alone , maybe surrounded by a group of people, but in your heart your alone, in your mind and soul, you just feel like the only one in your little world right now.
So you sit there, bored.
You may strum a few chords , write a few lyrics down , whatever.
But you started thinking back on old love, and you’re tempted to call them up. Rekindle everything and go back on every syllable you know came out wrong, and beg plead scream for that person back..
You sit there and dream of ways to go back to what’s familiar, what you know made you happy, even if it means a little misery in between.
